Anger and Denial consume, while depression and death swallow the mind. A conflicting underground becomes a home and liar's love arise only when her eyes are open and the dream starts. Laughable possiblities vomit from mouth to mouth of successful victory. Reach blindly hoping.

After losing everything that I once loved, I fell apart; I still feel like I falling. I lost a job I liked going to, I lost the trust of my family and a home. I now live where no one can find me and no one would want to be. I want nothing but to move on and be myself. But I can not help but think of the family that was promised to me and lost. I am mad. sad. desperate.

I have nothing does not mean I am nothing I resently fell in a huge hole I didnt think I could ever fall out of but I did. And it was so fast. I cannot see like I was to but I am starting to smell old things recognizable things and my creativity with it.

my best friend doesn t like me for no reason
my boss says that i am never going to get a raise
i am tryin not to completely suck at school
i don t know who to invite for a huge graduation party
i have not been excepted to any college have not even sent my recommendations and ACT scores
which i blew terribly
and i have Quantrale I am happy

this summer was hard at the end there has been a lot of chaos with the family and a friend was with me through it all... i going though DA i don t want to give it up but i should notify those who enjoy my entries that i have a lot i just don t know where to start and i have a lot of other things to do... love i will update soon